A
Course in Miracles
Chapter
15 - The
Purpose of Time
Can you imagine
what it means to have no cares, no worries, no anxieties, but merely
to be perfectly calm and quiet all the
time? Yet that is what time is FOR; to learn just that and nothing
more.
God’s Teacher cannot be satisfied
with His teaching until it constitutes ALL your learning. He has
not fulfilled His teaching function until you have become such a
consistent learner that you learn ONLY of Him. When this has happened,
you will no longer need a teacher or time in which to learn.
One source of perceived discouragement
from which you suffer is your belief that this takes time, and that
the results of the Holy Spirit’s teaching are far in the future.
This is not so. For the Holy Spirit USES time in His Own way, and
is not bound by it. And all the waste that time seems to bring with
it is due but to your identification with the ego, which uses time
to support its belief in destruction.
The ego, like the Holy Spirit, uses time
to convince you of the inevitability of the goal and end of teaching.
To the ego the goal is death, which IS its end. But to the Holy
Spirit the goal is life, which HAS no end.
The Uses
of Time
The ego is an ally of time, but not a
friend. For it is as mistrustful of death as it is of life, and
what it wants for you it cannot tolerate.
The ego wants YOU dead, but NOT itself.
The outcome of its strange religion must
therefore be the conviction that it can pursue you beyond the grave.
And out of its unwillingness for you to find peace even in the death
it wants for you, it offers you immortality in hell. It speaks to
you of Heaven, but assures you that Heaven is not for you.
How can the guilty hope for Heaven?
The belief in hell is inescapable to
those who identify with the ego. Their nightmares and their fears
are all associated
with it. The ego teaches that hell is in the FUTURE, for this is
what all its teaching is directed to. Hell is its GOAL. For, although
the ego aims at death and dissolution as an end, it does not BELIEVE
it. The goal of death, which it craves for you, leaves it unsatisfied.
No-one who follows the ego’s teaching
is without the fear of death. Yet if death were thought of merely
as an end to pain, would it be FEARED? We have seen this strange
paradox in the ego’s thought system before, but never so clearly
as
here. For the ego must seem to KEEP fear from you to keep your allegiance.
Yet it must ENGENDER fear in order to maintain ITSELF.
Again the ego tries, and all too frequently
succeeds, in doing both, by using dissociation for holding its contradictory
aims
together so that they SEEM to be reconciled. The ego teaches thus:
Death is the end as far as hope of Heaven goes. Yet because you
and itself cannot be separated, and because it cannot conceive of
its OWN death, it will pursue you still, because guilt is eternal.
Such is the ego’s version of immortality. And it is this the
ego’s version of time supports.
The ego teaches that Heaven is here and
now because the FUTURE is hell. Even when it attacks so savagely
that it tries to take the life of someone who hears it temporarily
as the ONLY voice, it speaks of hell even to him. For it tells him
hell is HERE, and bids him leap from hell into oblivion. The only
time the ego allows anyone to look upon with some amount of
equanimity is the past. And even there, its only value is that it
is no more.
How bleak and despairing is the ego’s
use of time! And how terrifying!
For underneath its fanatical insistence
that the past and future be the same is hidden a far more insidious
threat to peace.
The ego does not advertise its final
threat, for it would have its worshippers still believe that it
can offer the ESCAPE from it. But the belief in guilt MUST lead
to the belief in hell, AND ALWAYS DOES.
The only way in which the ego allows
the fear of hell to be experienced is to bring hell HERE, but always
as a foretaste of the future. For no-one who considers himself as
deserving hell can believe that punishment will end in peace.
The Holy Spirit teaches thus: There
IS no hell.
Hell is only what the ego has made of
the PRESENT. The belief in hell is what prevents you from UNDERSTANDING
the present, because you are AFRAID of it. The Holy Spirit leads
as steadily to Heaven as the ego drives to hell. For the Holy Spirit,
Who knows ONLY the present, uses it to undo the fear by which the
ego would make the present useless.
There is NO escape from fear in the
ego’s use of time.
For time, according to its teaching,
is nothing but a teaching device for COMPOUNDING guilt until it
becomes all-encompassing, and demands vengeance forever.
The Holy Spirit would undo all of
this NOW.
Fear is NOT of the present, but only
of the past and future, which do not exist. There is no fear in
the present when each instant stands clear and separated from the
past, without its shadow reaching out into the future. Each instant
is a clean, untarnished birth, in which the Son of God emerges from
the past into the present.
And the present extends forever. It
is so beautiful and so clean and free of guilt that nothing but
happiness is there. No darkness is remembered, and immortality and
joy are NOW.
This lesson takes NO time. For what is time without a past and future?
It HAS taken time to misguide you so completely, but
it takes no time at all to be what you ARE. Begin to practice the
Holy Spirit’s use of time as a teaching aid to happiness and
peace.
Take this very instant, NOW, and think
of it as ALL THERE IS of time. Nothing can reach you here out of
the past, and it is here
that you are COMPLETELY absolved, COMPLETELY free, and WHOLLY without
condemnation. From this holy instant wherein
holiness was born again you will go forth in time without fear,
and with no sense of change WITH time.
Time is inconceivable without change,
yet holiness does not change. Learn from this instant more than
merely hell does not
exist. In this redeeming instant lies Heaven. And Heaven will not
change, for the birth into the holy present is SALVATION from change.
Change is an illusion, taught by those who could not see themselves
as guiltless.
There is no change in Heaven because
there is no change in God. In the holy instant in which you see
yourself as bright with freedom, you WILL remember God. For remembering
Him IS to remember freedom.
Whenever you are tempted to be dispirited
by the thought of how long it would take to change your mind so
completely, ask yourself,
“How long is an instant?”
Could you not give so short a time to
the Holy Spirit for your salvation? He asks no more, for He has
no need of more. It takes far longer to teach you how to be willing
to give Him this than for Him to use this tiny instant to offer
you the whole of Heaven. In exchange for this instant, He stands
ready to give you the remembrance of eternity.
You will never give this holy instant
to the Holy Spirit on behalf of your release while you are unwilling
to give it to your
brothers on behalf of THEIRS. For the instant of holiness is shared,
and cannot be yours alone. Remember, then, when you are tempted
to attack a brother, that HIS instant of release is YOURS.
Miracles are the instants of release
you offer, and will RECEIVE. They attest to your willingness to
BE released, and to offer time to the Holy Spirit for His use of
it. How long is an
instant? It is as short for your brother as it is for you. Practice
giving this blessed instant of freedom to all who are enslaved by
time, and thus make time their friend FOR them. The Holy Spirit
gives their blessed instant to YOU through your giving it. As you
give it, He offers it to YOU.
Be not unwilling to give what you would
receive of Him, for you join with Him in giving. In the crystal
cleanness of the
release you give is your INSTANTANEOUS escape from guilt. You MUST
be holy if you offer holiness. How long is an
instant? As long as it takes to re-establish perfect sanity, perfect
peace, and perfect love for everyone, for God, and for YOURSELF.
As long as it takes to remember immortality,
and your immortal creations who share it with you. As long as it
takes to exchange hell for Heaven. Long enough to transcend all
of the ego’s making, and ascend unto your Father.
Time is your friend, if you leave
it to the Holy Spirit to use.
He needs but very little to restore God’s
whole power to you.
He Who transcends time for you understands what time is FOR. Holiness
lies not in time, but in eternity.
There never was an instant in which
God’s Son could lose his purity.
His changeless state is beyond time,
for his purity remains forever beyond attack and without variability.
Time stands still in his holiness, and changes not. And so it is
no longer time at all. For, caught in the single instant of the
eternal sanctity of God’s creation, it is transformed into
forever.
GIVE the eternal instant, that eternity
may be remembered FOR you, in that shining instant of perfect release.
Offer the miracle of the holy instant through the Holy Spirit, and
leave His giving it to you to Him.
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