A
Course in Miracles
Chapter
3 - Retraining the Mind
Judgment
and the Authority Problem
We
have already discussed the Last Judgment
in some though insufficient detail. After
the Last Judgment there will be no more.
This
is symbolic only in the sense that everyone is much better off
without judgment.
When
the Bible says
“Judge
not that ye be not judged” Matthew
7:1 it
merely means that if you judge the reality of others at all, you
will be unable to avoid judging your own.
The choice to judge rather than to know was the
cause of the loss of peace.
Judgment
is the process on which perception, but not cognition (knowledge/recogition),
rests.
We
have discussed this before in terms of the selectivity of perception,
pointing out that evaluation is its obvious prerequisite.
Judgment always involves rejection. It
is not an ability which emphasizes only the positive aspects of
what is judged, whether it be in or out of the self. However,
what has been perceived and rejected—or judged and found wanting—remains
in the unconscious because it has been perceived.
One
of the illusions from which man suffers is the belief that what
he judged against has no effect. This cannot be true unless he also
believes that what he judged against does not exist. He evidently
does not believe this, or he would not have judged against it.
It
does not matter, in the end, whether you judge right or wrong.
Either
way, you are placing your belief in the unreal. This
cannot be avoided in any type of judgment, because it implies
the belief that reality is yours to choose from.
You have no idea of the tremendous release and deep peace that comes
from meeting yourselves and your brothers totally without judgment.
When
you recognize what you and your brothers are, you will
realize that judging them in any way is
without meaning. In
fact, their meaning is lost to you precisely because you are judging
them.
All
uncertainty comes from a totally fallacious belief that you are
under the coercion of judgment. You do not need judgment to organize
your life, and you certainly do not need it to organize yourselves.
In the presence of knowledge, all judgment is automatically
suspended, and this is the process which enables recognition
(knowledge) to replace perception.
The
Strain Of Constant Judgment
Man
is very fearful of everything he has perceived but has refused
to accept. He
believes that, because he has refused to accept it, he has lost
control over it. This
is why he sees it in nightmares, or in pleasant disguises in what
seem to be his happier dreams.
Nothing
that you have refused to accept can be brought into awareness.
It does not follow that it is dangerous, but it does follow that
you have made it dangerous.
When you feel tired, it is merely because you have judged
yourself as capable of being tired.
When
you laugh at someone, it is because you have judged him as
debased.
When
you laugh at yourself you are singularly likely to laugh
at others, if only because you cannot tolerate the idea of being
more debased than they are.
All
of this does make you feel tired because it is essentially disheartening.
You are not really capable of being tired, but you are very capable
of wearying yourselves.
The
strain of constant judgment is virtually intolerable.
It
is a curious thing that any ability which is so debilitating should
be so deeply cherished. Yet, if you wish to be the author of reality,
which is totally impossible anyway, you will insist on holding on
to judgment.
You
will also use the term (judgment) with considerable fear, believing
that judgment will someday be used against you.
To
whatever extent it is used against you, it is due only to your belief
in its efficacy as a weapon of defense for your own authority.
Authority
Problem
The issue of authority is really a question of authorship. When
an individual has an “authority problem,” it
is always because he believes
- he
is the author of himself,
- projects
his delusion onto others, and
- then
perceives the situation as one in which people are literally fighting
him for his authorship.
This
is the fundamental error of all those who believe they have usurped
the power of God.
The
belief is very frightening to them, but hardly troubles God. He
is, however, eager to undo it, not to punish His children, but only
because He knows that it makes them unhappy.
Souls
were given their true Authorship, but men preferred to
be anonymous when they chose to separate themselves from their Author.
The
word “authority” has been one of their most fearful
symbols ever since.
Authority
has been used for great cruelty because, being uncertain of their
true Authorship, men believe that their creation was anonymous.
This has left them in a position where it sounds meaningful to consider
the possibility that they must have created themselves.
|