A
Course in Miracles
Chapter
13 - The Decision For Guiltlessness
Learning
will be commensurate with motivation, and the interference in your
motivation for learning is exactly the same as that which interferes
with ALL your thinking.
The
happy learner cannot FEEL GUILTY about learning.
This
is so essential to learning that it should never be forgotten. The
guiltless learner learns so easily because his thoughts are free.
Yet this entails the recognition that guilt is INTERFERENCE, not
salvation, and serves no useful function at all.
You are accustomed to using guiltlessness merely to offset the pain
of guilt, and do not look upon it as having value IN ITSELF.
You
believe that guilt and guiltlessness are BOTH of value, each representing
an escape from what the other does not offer you. You do not want
either alone, for without both you do not see yourselves as whole
and therefore happy.
Yet
you are whole ONLY in your guiltlessness, and only in your guiltlessness
CAN you be happy. There IS no conflict here.
To
wish for guilt in ANY way, in ANY form, will lose appreciation of
the value of your guiltlessness, and push it from your sight. There
is no compromise that you can make with guilt, and escape the pain
which ONLY guiltlessness allays.
Learning
is living here, as creating is Being in Heaven.
Whenever
the pain of guilt SEEMS to attract you, remember that, if you yield
to it, you are deciding AGAINST your happiness, and will not learn
HOW to be happy. Say, therefore, to yourself, gently, but with the
conviction born of the love of God and of His Son,
“What I experience I will make manifest.
If I am guiltless I have nothing to fear.
I choose to testify to my ACCEPTANCE of the
Atonement, NOT for its rejection.
I would accept my guiltlessness by making it
manifest and SHARING it.
Let
me bring peace to God’s Son from his Father.”
Each day, each hour and minute, even every second, you are deciding
between the crucifixion and the resurrection; between the ego and
the Holy Spirit. The ego is the choice for guilt; the Holy Spirit
the decision for guiltlessness.
The
power of decision is all that is yours.
What
you can decide BETWEEN is fixed, because there are no alternatives
except truth and illusion. And there is no overlap between them,
because they are opposites which CANNOT be reconciled and cannot
BOTH both be true.
You
are guilty OR guiltless, bound OR free, happy OR unhappy.
The
miracle teaches you that you have chosen guiltlessness, freedom
and joy. It is not a cause, but an EFFECT. It
is the natural result of choosing right, attesting to your happiness
that comes from choosing to be free of guilt.
- Everyone
you offer healing to returns it.
- Everyone
you attack keeps it and cherishes it by holding it against you.
Whether he does this or does it not will make no difference; you
will THINK he does.
It
is impossible to offer what you do not want without this penalty.
The cost of giving IS receiving. Either it is a penalty from which
you suffer, or the happy purchase of a treasure to hold dear.
No penalty is ever asked of God’s Son except BY himself
and OF himself.
Every
chance given him to heal is another opportunity to replace darkness
with light and fear with love. If he refuses it, he binds himself
to darkness because he did not choose to free his brother, and enter
light with him. By GIVING power to nothing, he threw away the joyous
opportunity to learn that nothing HAS no power. And by NOT dispelling
darkness he became afraid of darkness AND of light.
The
joy of learning that darkness has no power over the Son of God is
the happy lesson the Holy Spirit teaches, and would have YOU teach
with Him. It is HIS joy to teach it, as it will be YOURS.
The way to teach this simple lesson is merely this:
Guiltlessness
IS invulnerability.
Therefore,
make your invulnerability manifest to everyone, and teach him
that, WHATEVER he may try to do to you, your perfect freedom from
the belief that you can be harmed shows him HE is guiltless.
He
can do NOTHING that can hurt you, and by refusing to allow him to
THINK he can, you teach him that the Atonement, which you have accepted
for YOURSELF, is also HIS.
There
IS nothing to forgive. No one can hurt the Son of God.
His
guilt is wholly without cause, and being without cause CANNOT exist.
God is the ONLY Cause, and guilt is not of Him. Teach no-one he
has hurt you, for if you do, you teach yourself that what is not
of God HAS power over you.
- The
CAUSELESS cannot BE.
- Do
not attest to it, and
- do
not foster belief in it in any mind.
Remember
always that MIND is one and CAUSE is one. You will learn communication
with this oneness ONLY when you learn to DENY the causeless, and
accept the Cause of God as YOURS.
The
power that God has given to His Son IS his, and nothing else can
His Son see or choose to look upon without imposing on himself the
penalty of guilt IN PLACE of all the happy teaching the Holy Spirit
would gladly offer him.
Whenever you decide to make decisions for yourself, you are thinking
destructively, and the decision WILL be wrong. It will hurt you
because of the concept of decision which led to it.
It is not true that you can make decisions BY yourself or FOR yourself
alone. No thought of God’s Son CAN be separate or isolated
in its effects. Every decision is made for the WHOLE Sonship, directed
in and out, and influencing a constellation larger than anything
you ever dreamed of.
Those
who accept the Atonement ARE invulnerable.
But
those who believe they are guilty WILL respond to guilt, because
they think it is salvation, and will not refuse to see it and side
with it. And they will fail to understand the simple fact that what
they do not want MUST hurt them.
All this arises because they do not believe that what they want
is GOOD.
Yet
will was given them BECAUSE it is holy, and will bring to them ALL
that they need, coming as naturally as peace that knows no limits.
There is nothing their wills will not provide that offers them ANYTHING
of value.
Yet
because they do not understand their will, the Holy Spirit quietly
understands it FOR them, and GIVES them what they will without effort,
strain, or the impossible burden of deciding what they want and
need alone.
It will never happen that you will have to make decisions for
yourself.
You
are not bereft of help, and Help that KNOWS the answer. Would you
be content with little, which is all that you alone can offer yourself,
when He Who gives you everything will simply OFFER it to you?
He
will never ask what you have done to make you worthy of the gift
of God. Ask it not therefore of yourselves. Instead, accept His
answer, for He KNOWS that you are worthy of everything God wills
for you.
Do
not try to escape the gift of God which He so freely and so gladly
offers you. He offers you but what God gave Him FOR you. You need
not decide whether or not you are deserving of it. God knows you
ARE.
Would you deny the truth of God’s decision, and place your
pitiful appraisal of yourself in place of His calm and unswerving
value of His Son?
NOTHING
can shake God’s conviction of the perfect purity of everything
that He created, for it IS wholly pure. Do not decide against it,
for being of Him it MUST be true.
Peace
abides in every mind that quietly accepts the plan which God has
set for his Atonement, relinquishing his OWN. You know not of salvation,
for you do not understand it. Make no decisions about what it is
or where it lies, but ask of the Holy Spirit everything, and leave
ALL decisions to His gentle counsel.
The One Who knows the plan of God which God would have you follow
can teach you what it IS. Only HIS wisdom is capable of guiding
you to follow it.
Every
decision you undertake alone but signifies that you would define
what salvation IS, and what you would be saved FROM.
The
Holy Spirit knows that ALL salvation is escape from guilt. You have
no other “enemy,” and against this strange distortion
of the purity of the Son of God the Holy Spirit is your ONLY friend.
He is the strong protector of your innocence which sets you free.
And it is HIS decision to undo everything that would obscure your
innocence from your unclouded mind.
Let Him, therefore, be the ONLY Guide that you would follow
to salvation. He knows the way, and leads you gladly on it. WITH
Him you will not fail to learn what God wills for you IS your
will.
WITHOUT
His guidance you will think you know alone, and will decide AGAINST
your peace as surely as you made the wrong decision in ever thinking
that salvation lay in you alone. Salvation is of Him to Whom God
gave it for you. He has not forgotten it.
Forget
Him not, and He will make every decision for you, for your salvation
and the peace of God in you.
Seek not to appraise the worth of God’s Son whom He created
holy, for to do so is to evaluate his Father, and judge AGAINST
Him. And you WILL feel guilty for this imagined crime, which no
one in this world or Heaven could possible commit.
God’s
Spirit teaches only that the “sin” of self-replacement
on the throne of God is NOT a source of guilt. What cannot happen
can have NO effects to fear.
Be quiet in your faith in Him Who loves you and would lead you
out of insanity. Madness may be your choice, but NOT your reality.
Never
forget the Love of God, Who HAS remembered you. For it is quite
impossible that He could ever let His Son drop from His Loving Mind
wherein he was created, and where his abode was fixed in perfect
peace forever.
Say to the Holy Spirit only, “Decide for me,”
and it is done. For His decisions are reflections of what God
KNOWS about you, and in this light error of ANY kind becomes impossible.
Why
would you struggle so frantically to anticipate all that you CANNOT
know when all knowledge lies behind every decision which the Holy
Spirit makes FOR you?
Learn of His wisdom and His love, and teach His answer to everyone
who struggles in the dark. For you decide for them AND for yourself.
How gracious is it to decide all things through Him Whose equal
love is given equally to all alike! He leaves you no-one OUTSIDE
yourself, alone WITHOUT you. And so He gives you what is yours because
your Father would have you share it with Him.
In
everything be led by Him, and do not reconsider. Trust Him to answer
quickly, surely, and with love for everyone who will be touched
in any way by the decision. And everyone WILL be.
Would
you take unto yourself the sole responsibility for deciding what
can bring ONLY good to everyone?
Would
you KNOW this?
You taught yourselves the most unnatural habit of NOT communicating
with your Creator. Yet you remain in close
communication with Him, and with everything that is within Him,
as it is within yourself. UNLEARN isolation through His
loving guidance, and learn of all the happy communication that you
have thrown away but could not lose.
Whenever you are in doubt what you should do, think of His Presence
in you, and tell yourself this, and ONLY this:
“He
leadeth me, and knows the way, which I know not. Yet He will never
KEEP from me what He would have me LEARN. And so I trust Him to
communicate to me all that He knows FOR me.”
Then let Him teach you quietly how to perceive your guiltlessness,
which is ALREADY there.
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