A
Course in Miracles
Chapter
8 - The Journey Back
The
Rationale for Choice
There is a rationale for choice. Only one Teacher knows what your
reality is. If learning that is the purpose of the curriculum, you
must learn it of Him.
The
ego does not know what it is trying to teach. It is trying to
teach you what you are without knowing it.
The
ego is expert only in confusion. It does not understand anything
else. As a teacher, then, it is
totally confused and totally confusing. Even if you could disregard
the Holy Spirit entirely, which is quite impossible, you could learn
nothing from the ego because the ego knows nothing.
Is there any possible reason for choosing a teacher such as this?
Does
the total disregard of anything it teaches make anything but sense?
Is
this the teacher to whom a Son of God should turn to find himself?
The
ego has never given you a sensible answer to anything. Simply on
the grounds of your own experience with the ego’s teaching,
should not this alone disqualify it as your future teacher?
Yet
the ego has done more harm to your learning than this alone. Learning
is joyful if it leads
you along your natural path, and facilitates the development of
what you have. When you are taught against your nature, however,
you will lose by your learning because your learning will imprison
you.
Your
will is in your nature, and therefore cannot go against it. The
ego cannot teach you anything as long as your will is free because
you will not listen to it.
It
is not your will to be imprisoned because your will is free. That
is why the ego is the denial of free will.
It
is never God Who coerces you because He shares His Will with you.
His Voice teaches only His Will, but that is not the Holy Spirit’s
lesson because that
is what you are.
The
lesson is that your will and God’s cannot be out of accord
because they are one.
This
is the undoing of everything the ego tries to teach. It is not,
then, only the direction of the curriculum which must be unconflicted,
but also the content.
The
ego wants to teach you that you want to oppose God’s Will.
This
unnatural lesson cannot be learned, but the attempt to learn it
is a violation of your own freedom, and makes you afraid of your
will because it is free.
The
Holy Spirit opposes any imprisoning of the will of a Son of God,
knowing that the will of the Son is the Father’s.
The
Holy Spirit leads you steadily along the path of freedom, teaching
you how to disregard, or look beyond, everything that would hold
you back.
We
said before that the Holy Spirit teaches you the difference between
pain and joy. That is the same as saying that He teaches you the
difference between imprisonment and freedom. You cannot make this
distinction without Him. That is because you have taught yourself
that imprisonment is freedom.
Believing them to be the same, how can you tell them apart?
Can
you ask the part of your mind that taught you to believe they
are the same to teach you the difference between them?
The Holy Spirit’s teaching takes only ONE direction and has
only ONE goal. His direction is freedom and His goal is God. Yet
he cannot conceive of God without you because it is not God’s
Will to be without you.
When
you have learned that your will is God’s, you could no more
will to be without Him than He could will to be without you.
This
is freedom and this is joy. Deny yourself this and you are denying
God His Kingdom because He created you for this.
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