A
Course in Miracles
Chapter
7 - Consistency of the Kingdom
Confusion
of Strength and Weakness
You
no more recognize what is painful than you know what
is joyful, and are, in fact, very apt to confuse the
two. The
Holy Spirit’s main function is to teach you to
tell them apart.
However
strange it may seem that this is necessary, it obviously
is. The reason is equally obvious. What is joyful to
you is painful to the ego, and as long as you are in
doubt about what you are, you will be confused about
joy and pain. This confusion is the cause of the whole
idea of sacrifice.
Obey
the Holy Spirit and you will be giving up the ego. But
you will be sacrificing nothing. On the contrary, you
will be gaining everything. If you believed this, there
would be no conflict.
That is why you need to demonstrate the obvious to yourselves.
It is not obvious to you. You believe that doing the
opposite of God’s will can be better for you.
You also believe that it is possible to do the opposite
of God’s will. Therefore, you believe that an
impossible choice is open to you, and one which is both
very fearful and very desirable.
Yet
God wills. He does not wish. Your will is as powerful
as His because it is His. The ego’s wishes do
not mean anything, because the ego wishes for the impossible.
You
can wish for the impossible, but you can will only with
God. This is the ego’s weakness, and your strength.
The
Holy Spirit always sides with you and with your strength.
As long as you avoid His guidance in any way, you want
to be weak. Yet weakness is frightening. What else,
then, can this decision mean except that you want to
be fearful?
The
Holy Spirit never asks for sacrifice, but the ego always
does. When you are confused about this very clear distinction
in motivation, it can only be due to projection. Projection
of this kind is a confusion in motivation, and given
this confusion, trust becomes impossible.
No
one obeys gladly a guide he does not trust, but this
does not mean that the guide is untrustworthy.
In
this case, it always means that the follower is. However,
this, too, is merely a matter of his own belief. Believing
that he can betray, he believes that everything can
betray him. Yet this is only because he has elected
to follow false guidance.Unable
to follow this guidance without fear, he associates
fear with guidance, and refuses to follow any guidance
at all.
The
Holy Spirit is perfectly trustworthy, as you are. God
Himself trusts you, and therefore your trustworthiness
is beyond
question. It will always remain beyond question, however
much you may question it.
You Are The Will of God
We
said before that you are the Will of God. His Will is
not an idle wish, and your identification with His Will
is not optional since it is what you are.
Sharing
His Will with me is not really open to choice, though
it may seem to be. The whole separation lies in this
fallacy. The
only way out of the fallacy is to decide that you do
not have to decide anything.