A
Course in Miracles
Chapter
11 - God's Plan of Salvation
The
Sane Curriculum
Only
love is strong because it is undivided.
The
strong do not attack because they see no need to do
so. Before the idea of attack can enter your mind you
must have perceived yourself as weak.
Because
you had attacked yourself and believed that the attack
was effective, you behold yourself as weakened. No longer
perceiving yourself and all your brothers as equal,
and regarding yourself as weaker, you attempt to “equalize”
the situation you have made. You use
attack to do so because you believe that attack was
successful in weakening you.
That
is why the recognition of your own invulnerability is
so important in the restoration of your sanity.
For
if you accept your invulnerability, you are recognizing
that attack has no effect. Although you have attacked
yourself, and very brutally, you will demonstrate that
nothing happened. Therefore, by attacking you have not
done anything.
Once
you realize this there is no longer any sense in attack,
for it manifestly does not work, and cannot protect
you.
Yet
the recognition of your invulnerability has more than
negative value. If your attacks on yourself have failed
to weaken you you are still strong. You therefore have
no need to “equalize” the situation to establish
your strength.
You will never realize the utter uselessness of attack
except by recognizing that your attack on yourself had
no effects. For
others do react to attack if they perceive it, and if
you are trying to attack them you will be unable to
avoid interpreting this as re-inforcement.
The
only place where you can cancel out all re-inforcement
is in yourself. For you are always the first point of
your attack, and if this has never been it has no consequences.
The Holy Spirit’s love is your strength, for yours
is divided and therefore not real.
You
could not trust your own love when you have attacked
it. You cannot learn of perfect love with a split mind
because a split mind had made itself a poor learner.
You
tried to make the separation eternal because you wanted
to retain the characteristics of creation with your
own content. Yet creation is not of you, and poor learners
need special teaching. You have learning handicaps in
a very literal sense.
There are areas in your learning skills which are so
impaired that you can progress only under constant,
clear-cut direction, provided by a Teacher Who can transcend
your limited resources.
He
becomes your Resource, because of yourself you cannot
learn. The
learning situation in which you placed yourself is impossible,
and in this situation you clearly require a special
Teacher and a special curriculum. Poor learners are
not good choices for teachers, either for themselves
or for anyone else. You would hardly turn to them to
establish the curriculum by which they can escape from
their limitations. If they understood what is beyond
them they would not be handicapped.
You
do not know the meaning of love, and that is your handicap.
Do
not attempt to teach yourselves what you do not understand,
and do not try to set up curriculum goals where yours
have clearly failed.
Your
learning goal has been not to learn, and this cannot
lead to successful learning. You cannot transfer what
you have not learned, and the impairment of the ability
to generalize is a crucial learning failure.
Would
you ask those who have failed to learn what learning
aids are for?
They
do not know. For if they could interpret the aids correctly
they would have learned from them.
We
have said that the ego’s rule is, “Seek
and do not find.” Translated into curricular terms,
this is the same as saying, “Try to learn but
do not succeed.”
The
result of this curriculum goal is obvious. Every legitimate
teaching aid, every real instruction, and every sensible
guide to learning will be misinterpreted. For they are
all for learning facilitation, which this strange curriculum
goal is against.
If
you are trying to learn how not to learn, and are using
the aim of teaching to defeat itself, what can you expect
but confusion?
The
curriculum does not make sense.
This kind of “learning” has so weakened
your mind that you cannot love, for the curriculum you
have chosen is
against love, and amounts to a course in how to attack
yurself.
A
necessary minor, supplementing this major curriculum
goal, is learning how not to overcome the split which
made this goal believable. And you can not overcome
it, for all your learning is on its behalf.
Yet
your will speaks against your learning as your learning
speaks against your will, and so you fight against learning
and succeed, for that is your will.
But
you do not realize, even yet, that there is something
you do will to learn, and that you can learn it because
it is your will to do so.